Tuesday, December 9, 2008


Alone and faceless, lost in the crowd
Screaming in silence, thinking out loud
Looked in the mirror, saw someone I didn’t know
When you loose your love, time creeps by ever so slow
Nothing going on and nothing is planned
Fruitless as castles made in the sand
What did I do, where did I go wrong
I’ve heard this before, I think in a song
Emptiness follows my every move
Finding no comfort nor words that will soothe
Loneliness has become my only friend
I fear I will be lonely until my end


It’s been six quick years and so much has changed
It’s been six quick years yet so much remains the same
You gave us some warning, but still left too soon
Alone I stand in a big empty room
Memories and dreams are what were left behind
I saw you today; saw you clearly in my mind

Sunday, November 23, 2008


The pain in my chest, so unnatural to me
The pain in my chest, just won’t let me be
The pain in my chest, it never goes away
The pain in my chest continues each day

My mind is so active but my body sits still
A battle rages between might and will
No answers in sight, least none I can see
No answers in sight, no answers for me

I feel an abnormal lump in my chest
The docs put it in, said it was for the best
I feel an abnormal lump in my chest
This life giving thing that I now detest

Friday, November 21, 2008


Spontaneous laughter
Spontaneous tears
Unbridled passions
Uncontrolled fears
Saddled by doubt
Restrained by the mind
Resting while waking
Sleeping while blind

Thursday, November 20, 2008

New Look

I began my blog back in 2004, and for some reason I tired of it earlier this year and took it down. I decided to bring it back to life, but with a new look and no archives, so essentially this is a new blog with an old name.