Thursday, May 31, 2012


My mind is swirling and I am losing the race
I cannot seem to find my way out of this place
I am selfish and bitter, cold and hard
Mean and hateful, worn out and tired
 Mad at the world, alone in my head
My ugly thoughts they fill me with dread
One day at a time is just how I live
I don't take to much and have little to give
I have very few friends, I have chased them all away
My wife left me for another man one day
So why am I conflicted why is there so much pain
Like a sheet of fine paper left out in the rain
Because she came back just to ring my bell
Now life again is not looking so swell


Feeling lonely and tired, been hung out to dry
This empty feeling leaves me wondering, why
What is to come, what shall be
Emptiness, alone for me to see
Playing second fiddle when I should play none
I am thinking that this time I am done
It serves me no good and it will break my heart
But I gotta let you go, you deserve a fresh start