When you have no hope
No joy, no sorrow
When you are numb to the world
When nothing makes sense anymore
No passion for life
No desire to learn
Feeling like I should be sleeping on the ground
Feeling like I know what failure feels like
Knowing that I know what it is to be the loser
Understanding that I do not understand
What I thought I understood
There is no plan
Only pain
There is no peace
Only loathing
This has been a long hard ride
And I am becoming tired
I am becoming tired
I have been tired
I am tired
