Existing

Feeling inferior, feeling small

Feeling as if I don't matter at all

Feeling useless, feeling forlorn

Feeling old and feeling worn

Feeling I missed out when they gave us all the life plan 

Feeling like a little boy when I should feel like a man

Feeling confused and feeling kinda lost

Feeling stunted and thwarted and don't know the cost

Like treading water in syrup or swimming in sand

I'm loosing my grasp, won't you lend me your hand

Afraid

I saw the most terrible side of me

I saw the side that I try to hide

Afraid of what I have become

Afraid of this terrible side

I'm not sure where it comes from

This terrible, terrible side 

I'm always trying to keep it at bay

Seems as if I don't get a say

This terrible, terrible side