Monday, January 27, 2014

Hurt

My head hurts, from banging it against a wall
My shoulders hurt, from the load I carry
My elbows hurt, from reaching out
My knees hurt, from bending down
My neck hurts, from turning the other cheek
My brain hurts, from trying to make sense of it all
My fingers hurt, from working them to the bone
My feet hurt, from carrying the entire load

My chest hurts, from the burden I bear 

Friday, January 17, 2014

It's a Sad Life

I sit all day and I dream all night
And I have no idea how to make this right
My life, is out of hand, and I have lost all control
There is drudgery and apathy setting into my soul
No changes in sight, nope, none to be found
My life has taken on an empty sound
I had four years of joy, and I will never regret
The best four years of my life, these I will never forget
I am afraid it is all behind me, I have let myself become chained
I was warned by many others, no-one else can I blame
Entrapped, ensnared, and to blind to see
The guilt I had carried was overwhelming for me
Now, I see what I did was wrong

I atoned for this, my wait will not be long 

I Do Not Have a Clue


I do not know if I am coming or going
I have no clue if it is night, or if it is day
I have thoughts that blur, without emotion
I feel trapped, with no words to say
I am stuck in a chaotic world
I seem helpless in so many ways
I found what I was searching for
I have watched it slowly decay
I will attempt to write a new page

I will make it neat, no disarray

Gloom

Darkness, darkness, shadows and pain
As deafening as the pounding of a summer's rain
No way out, no light can be found
Screaming at the top of my lungs, I utter not a sound
No sense can be made, no truth can be told
What dwells beside me makes me old
Before my time I will be departed
Payment for something I should not have started


Darkness

I was given a box of darkness, it started to consume my soul
I looked for the joy that life would give, I found an empty hole
This darkness swept upon me, I did not stand a chance
This darkness is so overwhelming, nor more does life make sense
I cannot express my anguish, I cannot make a change
I cannot believe I let myself become so trapped again