Silent

Stunned into stillness

Frozen in time

Everything around me

Grows so quick

I am the same as I ever was

Stuck in the back

Stuck in a different place

Stuck in a different time

Watching

Watching

Watching

A bystander

Watching

As the world goes by

Re Run

My soul is torn
Punishment is my reward
No light in my tunnel
Pain is my companion

           Loneliness is my friend 

Sorrow is a constant
No goals
No direction
No ambition
Same song
New day 
Same dance
New tune

Forever cast in my role

Search as I will

There is nothing to find now

No interest

Nothing stirs my soul