Choices

Broken brain with so little desire

Thoughts racing like a wildfire

Rumblings, rumblings, through my chest

Feel so worn out, really need some rest

I am scared and uncertain

Afraid to move ahead

Don't know what I'm saying

Don't know what I've said

I've got choices to make

And a big case of dread

Who Knew

I'm not a nice guy

I growl and I snarl

I'm not a nice guy

Though I think that I try

I'm not a nice guy

My heart it aches

My soul it bleeds

I'm reminded of my failures

I'm reminded that I am

Responsible for  

The failure of dreams

Still not certain why

I'm not a nice guy

I rain on parades

I'm not a nice guy

Though I'd like to change

Maybe a touch of normalcy

Before I finish

And get on that train

I'm not a nice guy