Painful

Pain, pain, pain

So much pain

My arms hurt, I don't know why

My shoulders hurt, I cannot lie

My hips hurt, my oh my

My knees hurt, by and by

My head hurts, I only sigh

My mind is reeling, it makes me want to cry

My thoughts are jumbled

My brain is confused

Painful torment

Painful pain

No relief and no refrain

Pain, pain, pain

Turmoil

Tormented

Tormented

Brain full of strife

Been this way

All of my life

Tried to hide it

For a while I had success

Now it is all such an overwhelming mess

Tormented

Tormented

Tortured and beat

The simplest task a momentous feat

I wish I knew

I wish it would stop

I want to say I know what is wrong

I want to say I am so very strong

I hide I hide from my demon today

I hide cause I can't get out of it's way

Tormented

Tormented

So full of anger and hate

I wish it would stop before it's to late

Tormented 

Sick

My chest it hurts

My heart it aches

My head is throbbing

My stomach it quakes

My limbs are tired

My eyes can't see

I am troubled

I am troubled

Why must this be

Angry

I am an angry man

I am a petty little angry man

I feed my anger 

I feed my anger with emptiness

I feed my anger with nothing

I feed my anger with loneliness

I feed my anger with the past

I feed my anger with the present

I feed my anger with the future

I feed my anger

I am a petty little angry man

I am an angry man

Depression

I have a burden I cannot seem to put down

I have a burden that I spread all around

I think a demon resides within my soul

I think a demon is exacting a terrible toll

I have days where I think nothing is wrong

I have days that read like a sad, sad song

I do not want to feel this way

I do not have the power to bring to sway

I am being punished I know this is true

I am being punished, when will it be through

I am tormented, tormented beyond my control

I am tormented, tormented, ever so slow

I once was a bright shining star

I am now but a shadow long and far
I wish, I wish, I could end my pain
I wish, I wish, I could stop this rain

Black

Darkness, darkness, black as night

Deep dark thoughts that just aren't right

Struggle and struggle and try to fight

Fighting, fighting, with all of my might

Such a pitiful fool, a pitiful sight

Happy Birthday

Sometimes I simply hate myself

I have fouled up every good thing in my life

I have never accomplished anything

I never finish anything

Not sure why I am even still here

Thoughts of death keep rolling through my mind

Why did I not die

When will I die

How will I die

What happens afterward

I am selfish

I am self centered

I am always angry

I push away those that truly love me
I have pushed away any friend I have ever had

I feel so lost

I feel so alone

I want to hide

Sometimes I simply hate myself