A few observations I have made of myself over the
last few years.
First and foremost, no matter who I may have been
when I was younger, I am not a very nice person now. I used to be friendly, but not so much now a
days.
I am cynical, and I lean a bit to the negative
side of things, not always, but more often than not.
I am quick to anger, for no apparent reason at all. This side of me really shines when I am
driving!
I am selfish.
I think of me, always! Problem
with that is I always forget about the others in my life.
I am a racist!
I can hide from it, but it is true. Some people have not been very good to me.
I am a bully sometimes, and it does not matter who
you are.
I am judgmental, I get it from mom.
Since my episode of cardiac
arrest 12-1/2 years ago, I have been searching.
For what you might ask? I simply do
not know, so I will continue my search!
