Snow Globe

Selfish, beyond description

Taking, taking, taking

Giving back......nothing but grief

Chasing my tail, hiding like a snail

My mind is like a snow globe 

Calm on the surface

But....one little bump

Total chaos

Cannot capture a thought

Cannot find the words

Cannot articulate my emotions

Into anything that is comprehensable

Feeling like nothing has been accomplished

Always saying sorry

Always stepping on toes

Always saying the wrong words

Always thinking the wrong thoughts

Always searching

For nothing

Then 

All is calm again