Troubled

Mean and nasty, so full of hate

I have to rush, I can't be late

I'm a rotten example 

A pain in the ass

I'm thoughtless and selfish

I have no class

I get as mad as a chainsaw

At the drop of a hat

Cannot control it

That's where I'm at

Mean and nasty, so full of hate

I wonder.........

What it is like to be kind and thoughtful

Pleasant to be around

I wonder........